I wish
I could find somebody who wouldnt want me to be lonely…. I wish someone wanted to be with me all the time. Because they would understand that they should cherish me when they have me and not when im gone.
Your absences…
You dont know what going on anymore… Its only been a week… But i rly hate this. Sometimes i wishthis would stop happening. The fact that when u wanna have fun with ur family or go out fishing and i have no way of contacting you. I havent talked to you in forever… And the saddest thing is that i know it’ll happen again. I know you want your space but the feeling of not being able to tell you how my day was or how i am i just messed up. This will happen again. This has happened again…. And it will continue to happen again….. And i will be a lone again. Like im always am…
Ive been really sad lately…
And lonely too…
You arent there to even talk to me…… Sighhhh…. :(
I really want a hug… So badly right now. Oh well seems like no one is around.. Theyre always too busy for me…. They dont have time for me… They only want to care when everything they had is gone….. Thats when they start caring… I need someone to show me that everyday with me will be great. Everyday with me shouldnt be a waste… That it shiuld matter if there wasnt going to be a tomorrow..
Ive just been by myself lately… Its like this… When i see you less or interact with you less you become more of a stranger. I would feel as if i dont know you and you dont know me anymore because in one week i can always change and you as well..
You dont know whats going on in my life anymore…. So no you dont know me.
